That Pretty Little Sunset
Will always fade to black. Things. Don’t. Change. I’m doing this myself.
piercetheveil: Here’s our new video for “Caraphernelia”!!!! Love every single one of these guys. Vic and Jeremy is such BAMFs. AHH! :) They shouldn’t have lady problems.
“Don’t try to hide the mistakes I’ve made this time. But please try and listen. Cause I’m breaking my heart tonight, so you can see what’s inside.” -The Rocket Summer:) (What We Hate, We Make) I’ve begun holding grudges. My ability to forgive is lacking. Temptation whispers in my ear, and I allow it. I expect things to happen on their own. I let...
Today began my first week of self improvement. I’m devoting myself to bettering my life and bettering myself. WHY? I’ve been told this isn’t necessary, but it is. I’m far more flawed than anyone realizes. I’ve gained so much negativity this past year, and I’m haunted by too much. I’ve been fighting this internal struggle for too long, and I’m...
All day, every day.
I’ve been bleeding well From this old wound...
Idiots Need Not Apply
I am now accepting new friends.
Commence Escape Plan
I feel so alone sometimes.
Holy Insecurities, Batman!
“I’m never gonna be good enough for you, am I?”
Tied Up and Worn Down
My shoes may be too dirty, worn out, and on the wrong feet, But one day, you’ll see how far I’ve come. And wonder how in the hell they’ve stayed intact. You can ask me now, or ask me then. My answer will stay the same. “I cannot be broken.”
I’m making new friends. :)
Things On My Mind
School seems like a waste of time this semester. But as long as I have “easy A” classes, I guess I better get motivated to show up every day. I like asking questions. I want to get to know the few people in my life. I hope Mel and I have enough money for California. Winter break will be the greatest; walking the beach, the warmth in December, maybe even Disneyland. I feel pretty...
My Own Little World
I can sit outside in the cool night air; the warmth of the setting sun still on my skin. The rain is the only water that ever streams down our cheeks. Emptiness only exists as the absence of words, when the world’s beauty leaves us speechless. The only things to be lost are ourselves, in moments we feel alive. People really do burst into song. Money is the last things on our minds,...
Rule #32. Enjoy The Little Things
Auditioned today. Aside from nerves, I’d say I did a lot better than I expected, having not auditioned in two years. I was taken aback at my singing ability in that theater. Must have been good acoustics in there ;). But, I’m a bit bummed that I didn’t get a callback, but it’s not the end of the world. Faced fear #3: Rejection. I just keep telling myself that I’ll...
Might be the death of me. I don’t know what’s been wrong with me. No matter what I do to fill the empty space, it’s always empty. I get so angry sometimes, so sad. And I take it out on one of the only people that seems to care. I’m sorry. You don’t deserve that at all. You see, I’ve got this internal struggle. And you don’t understand. But I’m...
And it’s not even Monday. Oh, how I love pre-audition anxiety.
To work on myself. Going on five years, and I need to stop.
Bullets and tongues, so daring to bite I’ve cast away demons but never your spite You look down upon all that I have done Your words they deceive me as webs have been spun Banished are the unloved, my ship has set sail You sulk in silence at inadvertent betrayal Castles collapse, even strong walls as these Leave us all broken, and down to our knees Guilt-stricken, I’m not,...
Never felt so… well… empty. But it’s good. Because I’ll be able to see progression in myself.
I'd Give So Much
To relive last summer and last fall. I cry thinking about it sometimes. However, I’m okay where I am now. “Are things starting to look up?” “Yeah… I think they are.” “It doesn’t hurt to wake up anymore. Every day isn’t a struggle anymore.” “It’s not great, but… it’s better. I love my best friend.
I WANT THIS
Almost as much as my college degree. Ha ha. :) Can you imagine? I’d be singin’ tunes all day, every day.
That’s me. I wonder why.
Looking For Someone
To chill with after work tonight. But I’ll probably end up on XBL. Or maybe I’ll go lay outside. I dunno.
Anonymous asked: When it comes to dating, is physicality important to you? Would you date a chubby/fat guy?
And my challenge comes to an end. One confession. I want to make something of myself. For us. So that we will be fine.
I Am Invisible
It feels like junior high all over again. I am so good at blending in, that no one even sees me. I guess I’m just more awkward in social settings than I have been. It doesn’t particularly bother me though. I mean, I wouldn’t mind having friends here, but I almost prefer to remain unnattached. It’s easier keeping to myself anyway. I’d rather sit here and blog in...
It takes a real man to face not only fear, but himself.
See You In My Dreams
Last night we went on a walk. Last night we talked about everything. It was just a dream, but I wish I could remember what you said; What needed to be done.
Two smileys that describe your life right now. Um… :X <—- That one cause my mouth is all sewn up and I can’t really open it. Ha ha. Once your gums have been sliced and stitched enough times, you tend to not smile so much. Ha ha. And.. :P <—- Cause I’m silly.
Three turn on’s. 1. Being musically inclined. 2. If you’re Wesley from the Princess Bride. Ha ha. 3. Getting along with people I introduce you to. And well.
dealbreaker: Dealbreaker Advice Corner #7 “Is it ever appropriate to hook up with more than one person in a circle of friends? If so What is the protocol?” Ask us something! If only this existed when I was in high school. LMAO. I wish we all could have watched and learned. Forget love triangles… it was an octagon.