I really need to get some more auditions going. I’m back into the phase where I watch films every day. I get too invested in them to not pursue it. I’m such a hermit now that I know I can stay focused on the work aspect of acting and not the attention it brings.
Every time a band I love comes out with a new album, it almost always relates to my life at that moment. It’s weird, but great at the same time.
I could quote from A Day to Remember’s new album every time I post. Same thing with “Selfish Machines” from Pierce the Veil when that was released. I love how music can do that. I guess it’s just good knowing my feelings can be put into words, and even better, that I’m not alone.
I speak the truth, and everybody else knows it. So set your ego to the side and just get the fuck over it. Can’t waste my time on hateful people like you. So keep wishing you were me, and I’ll keep making you have to.
"Someday you’ll meet a girl, and she’ll become your oxygen or maybe give meaning to your world."
I heard this and started to wonder. I know what it feels like to have someone that important. Where they become the reason you get up in the morning, the reason you try to be something. It seems as though the very fiber of your being was created to be at this person’s side. And breathing becomes a difficult task in their absence.
But I wonder what it would feel like to be on the other side of that.
I’m tired of being hit on by customers. It happens so often that I’ll get complimented by someone and roll my eyes cause I’ve heard the same line a dozen times. Perhaps I’m just growing irritable towards people in general.
Today I got, “Are you over 18? Have you thought about modeling?” “Hey cutie. Next time I’ll have the balls to ask you out.” And my personal favorite, “Do you work here a lot?”
Really? I’m not impressed, I’m not flattered, I’m not interested, and I’m not single. Leave. Me. Alone. I hate the fact that I cringe whenever a male customer approaches me. This place is full of creeps.
End tangent. If you’d like to help, advice please?
why is your bff such a whore?!
she has to wait for a guy to be shit face drunk to even get attention and then have sex with him.. when he is in a very committed relationship.
i am sorry for you because you seem very beautiful and full of life and i don't see how can associate with someone like that.
I assume you are mistaken, because I assure you that none of my friends participate in prostitution. Unless you’re using the word “whore” out of context because you’re either upset or misinformed. Thank you for the concern, Anon, if you mean well, but I can’t think of a single “bff” of mine that has done that.
"I do not feel good; I thought by now I would. But then again, it’s like one thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar. Like the battles with yourself that leave you insecure. It’s all just a numbing charade until the day you finally wake up, and you’re not afraid."
We’ve all got them; battles within ourselves. Mine isn’t over, but I can say I’m doing well.